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So.... maybe I wasn't as direct as I should have been?! Me, Josh, Erik (and Windy) were expecting Buzznet to judge the battle! But no one really "buzz" their favorite one (vote). Erik and Josh were kind of upset and thought that there was favoritism towards mine, because everyone kind of figured out who's was who's??? This kind of PISSED ME OFF, I then called them babies and told them to host the pictires on their own sites, maybe get more people to look at the boards? But they declined! I was still mad! Josh was butthurt saying, "no one likes mine, dude" and, "so, what is the prize for winning??? We don't even get anything!!?"

I said, "You get RESPECT, bitch!!"

ahahah!

and THEN, Erik was all EMO because he wasn't happy with how his piece turned out. I was like, stop projecting on us!! If you aren't happy with your shit, you have no one to blame but yourself!

There was lots of DRAMA in the days proceeding the battle!! I think everyone was just overly sensitive. I said a lot of mean things........ which I don't really regret saying (HA HA HA), but I did feel bad (kinda).

At the party, everyone was too drunk or distracted to even pay attention to the boards....

Only ONE person acknowledged mine, but I was so touched!!! It was one of my best friends... he didn't even know it was mine-- he just pointed and said, "I like THAT one"

I jumped up and down (drunk) and said, "OMYGAWD! R U SERIOUS?! That is MINE!!! O MY GAWD!"

So, when thatmissgrace and markw, said they liked my board- I was STOKED!!!!

This is when I started feeling the backlash and freaking drama began with the others... I found myself having to defend myself by saying that people only liked it because they are a bunch of pervs and that they thought it was hentai...... I'm sorry, people... I did not mean to call you pervs, not in a bad way, at least..... NEWAYS! You can see my progress and how the blank deck same to be, here.

What took the others 3-days, took me 3-WEEKS.....

There were many contributing factors to the long process.... A look into how easily distracted I am:

As I googled "octopus", this sent me to WIKIPEDIA from there, I read about how octopus sometimes eat their own limbs... it is something called autophagy.

This then led me to cannibalism.

From there I read about Armin Meiwes. I then spent the next hour watching an Australian documentary about Armin on Youtube, called, "The Man Who Ate His Lover" ....

I was then heavily repulsed, but then continued reading about him....until I found, Issei Sagawa.

From there, I remember feeling very disturbed, but still curious... I then spent the next couple hours on CrimeLibrary.com

This was all because I was trying to find some pictures of octopus.... hahaha ah man..... I can't believe I did that... damned Wikipedia!!!!

NEWAYS, my Mom LOVED the boards and couldn't stop talking about them, so I guess that feels good :0)